There's so much that I want to write about.
I used to think I was good with words, but I'm not so sure anymore.
It doesn't come as easily these days - not since September past. The words just aren't there for me anymore.
I'm tired of all the judgmental people on social media, and in real life.
I'm tired of having to go through all the bullshit just to get a straight answer.
I'm tired of family members making me feel like I don't matter, and their actions prove I'm justified in feeling this way.
I'm tired of being made to feel somehow less because I'm disabled, when it really was just a genetic lottery...
I'm tired of the whispers and rumors that say I must be gay, because of my age, and lack of relationships....
I'm tired of feeling alone in this world.
I'm tired of being lonely.
I'm just so fucking tired of having to fight, scratch, and claw for everything.
I'm just so fucking tired.....
